Axel, the child abuser

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Axel was 29, he was a blameless bus driver. He grew up alone with his mother, who was a staunch lesbian. He had slept with her in the big marital bed since he was born, he was used to women or, more rarely, girls staying over. From a young age he was used to watching the two women make love, but he had to be as quiet as a mouse. That was no problem.

Before puberty, Mom masturbated herself every night before going to sleep and he masturbated next to her. It took a while before she did it to him with her fist. When two women wrestled on the bed, Axel sat next to them and masturbated non-stop. Mom was no longer surprised how often he squirted while watching the lesbian lovemaking, on such evenings she no longer needed to masturbate him. Otherwise she masturbated him several times, usually two or three times, by which time Axel had released his juice.

At the end of puberty he fucked Mom for the very first time. It was completely unspectacular, she just let him fuck her, because she was a lesbian but not obsessed. He now also fucked the girls and women who came to her. Only very rarely did one not want to be fucked, in which case he just fucked Mom until he had had enough. He liked it a lot, because it was always a different pussy, a different pussyhole, a completely different clit. He had learned to masturbate the girls' clits really well before fucking them, then they were hot and ready to be fucked.

He had never looked for a girlfriend of his own, he had Mom's girls or Mom herself to fuck regularly. That was enough for him, after school he trained to be a bus driver and he was very happy that he earned his own money and shared it with Mom. They had enough, they didn't have to go without anything. With Mom's small invalid's pension only, it was sometimes tight at the end of the month.

It was a day of constant snowfall. It was already late in the evening and his eyes ached from the strain. Without warning, a little girl jumped in front of the bus. He braked in a panic, stopped the bus and jumped out. He saw immediately that the child was dead, stone dead. Its head and upper body were lying under the twin tires, only its abdomen and legs were visible. He stood rooted to the spot in front of her twisted legs and stared at the girl's naked pussy. He couldn't move, he could only stare at her pussy. Only a very fine down fluff was visible above the pubic cleft, the small clit was stiff and rigid. He was still standing in the same place when the fire brigade, ambulance and police arrived. He was hustled into the police car and taken to the police station. He stared with empty eyes and was not fit to be questioned. Only the emergency doctor's injection brought him to his senses. He answered all the questions and gave a precise account of the events. He could not answer why he had stopped dead in his tracks.

He stayed at home for 4 weeks, he was no longer interested in his mother's friends and only fucked his mother sometimes, completely absentmindedly.

Something had broken inside him.

There was a quick trial and he was completely exonerated. He spoke briefly with his boss, who had testified in his favor. "Thank you very much for your support," he said politely. No, he was not coming back, he could no longer drive the bus. He went home and told his mother in a toneless voice that he had been acquitted by the court and had quit his job. Mom sighed, now they would have to live on her invalid's pension again. He didn't care, he could easily limit himself.

He remained in this foggy state for half a year. It didn't occur to him to see a doctor, he wasn't sick!? Now he sat in the children's playground and watched the children. It was somehow healing to watch the happy children. He smiled for the first time since the accident when some girls and boys disappeared into the bushes and played "Show me yours, I'll show you mine". He grinned broadly when a girl rubbed a boy and let him squirt or when another girl masturbated her. This only happened very rarely, but it gave him pleasure to watch the secret activities.

These childish games flipped a switch in his mind. He took a deep breath, stretched and yawned. He had made up his mind and set to work. He dragged an old mattress into the boiler room of a neighboring house, bought a dozen different dolls and deposited them there. Then he lay in wait.

He sat on the bench in front of the elementary school and looked at the girls. He looked for one, 9 or 10 years old, who did not run around happily with the others, but went home quietly and alone. It took him a few days to choose her. He went ahead of her and told her that he had some beautiful, new dolls in the street over and that she could choose one and keep it. He wanted to lead her by the hand, but she didn't. She followed him fearfully and in the boiler room he pointed to the dolls. With shining eyes she went to the dolls, he sat down on the mattress and asked her to pick them all up one after the other and choose one.

Gabi, that was her name, was not yet 10, but soon. "Keep her for your birthday!" Gabi sat on his lap and hugged her new favorite doll. He carefully probed her. Yes, she had seen the fucking many times before, her Mom always had a man who she let fuck her quickly and secretly. She didn't think that was right, because of Dad. Axel's hand slid up her inner thighs. Did she often play with herself at night? She shook her head. Her Mom sometimes does it and she sometimes tries it at night, but it was always too strong and she always stopped. His fingers had long since slipped under the hem of her panties and were gently rubbing her little clit. Should he show her how to do it properly? She was undecided and didn't answer. But her thighs opened willingly. "That's so nice, Uncle Axel," she said, smiling. He masturbated her very gently and carefully, he didn't want to scare her off. Her eyes and mouth opened wide as she climaxed. She buried her face in his chest. "Come on, let's do it again," Axel said, and this time she nodded. He masturbated her gently again, but he asked if she didn't want to fuck like mom? She shook her head half-heartedly, "aren't I too young?" He reassured her, No, lots of girls this age already fuck properly, like your Mom. She said nothing, she was hot as a stove and close to orgasm. He triggered her orgasm and stroked her face. "Let's do it again, then we'll fuck like Mom!" he said. She only needed a tiny push. He masturbated her again, but on the way to orgasm he said there would be a little prick the first time, but then never again. Gabi had surrendered to him completely, was light as a feather and opened her thighs, giving herself completely to the pleasure. "Yes, I've heard from other girls that it's called deflowering and the prick is tiny," she breathed. He turned Gabi over on his lap before the orgasm came and took out his cock. Gabi kept her eyes closed, her orgasm would come soon. "It's going to prick now," said Axel and with a quick jerk he deflowered her. She didn't make a sound, she waited for the orgasm. He fucked her slowly and full of desire. After a few minutes of fucking, her orgasm came and he squirted inside. He looked at the girl's face, she relaxed after the orgasm and smiled. He asked if she would let him fuck her again? She nodded eagerly. He laid her on her back and fucked her for the second time. She smiled, "Like my Mom!" and grinned proudly as he squirted inside.

He was very satisfied, it had worked out great and could serve as a model for the next time. "I know I must never tell this secret, not even to my best girlfriend." Axel was a little surprised, but he was happy that she said it and not him. "We're in the devil's kitchen, please remember that, Gabi! You're a real woman now and you can choose who you want to fuck!" Gabi smiled. "I don't have to chase the boys to hell anymore if they want to fuck?" Axel nodded, that's it! He went out into the street with Gabi and accompanied her for a bit. "Is there a female first name for Axel?" she asked. He shook his head, "maybe Alexa, what do you think?" She nodded. "My doll is called Alexa now." Axel said "Bye!" and turned off.

The next one was called Mike, "that stands for Michaela," she said. She was already 10, almost 11. She liked to follow him into the boiler room and look at the dolls. She didn't really play with dolls anymore, she said rather cheekily, "I thought you wanted to fuck me, Axel." He had to swallow. "Yes, actually that's exactly what I want!" He sat down on the mattress and she sat on his lap and immediately took off her panties. His hand quickly slid over her inner thighs straight to her pussy. Her clit was hard and stiff, it was a bigger clit than Gabi's. He wanted to know how long she had been fucking. "My big brother is already 17 and we've been fucking for about a year. He took my virginity and since then I've fucked 5 friends. We spied on my parents, but I found their fucking boring. Tom, my brother, held me back, "it's still going on!" so I stayed. Dad quickly fell asleep and Mom waited a bit. She uncovered herself completely, we rarely saw her completely naked. Now she started to masturbate, I had no idea about that at the time. From then on I was hot for masturbating and so it happened that Tom took my virginity in the middle of my orgasm. Since then we've fucked once or twice a night."

Mike spread her thighs wide because she had become really hot and horny while being masturbated. "Don't you want to fuck me?" she asked, panting, and Axel hurried to get his cock in position. He continued to fuck her after her first orgasm, and he wasn't sure if it was aftereffects or more new orgasms. He squirted rather late, and they lay next to each other, exhausted. "I have to go home, I don't want to be late." She left as quickly as she could. That afternoon he fucked both the girl who was with his mother and the mother. He grinned broadly, the mother was amazed at how active he was at the moment, but that was better than his sad November face of the last few months.

Axel was completely unaware that he had become a child molester. He thought child molesters were the monsters who murdered children after sexual assault. He wasn't such a beast after all. He stalked little girls, masturbated, deflowered and fucked them, but he didn't harm anyone. If she wanted to leave right away, which happened quite often when his fingers touched and caressed her clit and masturbated some of them to orgasm, he let her go immediately, he would never rape a girl!

But most of the 10 or 11 year old girls were either already horny or curious, at any price! They sighed with lust when his fingers caressed and caressed their clit. Of course they wanted to be masturbated, either because they knew it or because they didn't know it yet. It took until the second or third orgasm until she was hot as a stove and ready to be fucked. He was able to deflower almost all of them, only a few had already been deflowered like Mike. He deflowered the girls with their consent and fucked them once or twice.

Georgia was a curious girl of about 10 years. Of course she went with him, she really wanted to see the dolls. She sat on his lap. When his hand slid up her inner thighs and his fingers brushed the hem of her panties, she asked, "What are you doing, Axel?" He answered, "I'm putting my fingers in your panties to touch your pussy." She smiled slightly. "If you want to touch my pussy, you should take off my panties, don't you think?" He nodded and took off her panties. "Do you already know that, Georgia?" asked Axel.

She nodded. "Our janitor gives me a silver coin if I let him touch my pussy. If he rubs my clit until I tremble, he gives me two." That was very interesting. "And, isn't he trying to fuck you?" She laughed. "Oh no! He's much too old! But he gives me another 2 if I rub his cock and make him squirt." That was even better. "So, how often do you do that?" She answered quickly. "Once or twice a week." Axel noticed that she liked his clit play and that it made her hot. "So, I have to give you 2 and then I can masturbate you?" She didn't know the word. "Rub your clit until you start to tremble, that's masturbating." he said. She nodded and repeated the new word. "So, how often do you masturbate, alone, at night?" She laughed at him. "Why? Nobody gives me anything for that!" Oh, Axel, don't you realize that I'm only doing it for money? thought Georgia. Mom always took money when she let a stranger fuck her, which she kept secret from Dad just like she kept secret her masturbation.

He said, "So I'll give you 6 and make you tremble three times?" "That's right," she said. He cast the fishing rod. "And how much should I give you for fucking?" He had already waited too long for an answer. "20 for everything?" His bait was tempting. "I would have done it for 10 plus 6," she giggled proudly, "but 20 is better than 16." "Good," said Axel, "20 for everything."

He fumbled in his pants and counted out 20 silver coins. He masturbated her once, twice, three times. She actually trembled in orgasm. He laid her on her back and spread her thighs. Georgia watched very closely what he was doing. "If you've never been fucked before, there'll be a little prick the first time, nothing to mention. From the second time onwards there won't be a prick, I promise!" Georgia nodded, her cheeks hot. "I've heard that before," she whispered excitedly.

He deflowered her with a quick jerk and she let out a startled sound. "Does it hurt a lot, should I stop?" But she shook her head. He fucked her and after a quarter of an hour he squirted everything inside. He took a break, smoked and played with her clit. She seemed to like that a lot and trembled, smiling and proud. "Come on, let's fuck again!" he exclaimed and she nodded, still trembling in orgasm. He penetrated quickly and she trembled without stopping until he came after a long time. For him it was a wonderful experience, Georgia lay there for a few minutes, she was really exhausted after so many orgasms. Then she gathered up the silver coins and left quietly. They agreed to meet again.

Kitty was 11, almost 12. She didn't just go for the dolls, she seemed to sense that it was about fucking. She immediately sat on Axel's lap. She put an arm around his neck. "Your fingers are crawling up my inner thighs, they are touching the hem of my panties. Should I take them off?" He nodded and she took off the panties. He touched her clit, she seemed to like it and spread her thighs wide. "You can touch my clit, that's okay. Can I hold your cock in my hand?" Axel pulled down his pants. She reached curiously. "I saw my Dad rubbing his cock and cumming in the sink. He noticed me and has been locking the bathroom door ever since. I see my big sister rubbing my brother like Dad and making him squirt when they don't fuck because of contraception. Of course they let me watch them when they fuck, but I'm not allowed to do it to my brother with my hand. Can I do it to you, dear Axel?" He nodded, "Just try it! Sit opposite me and spread yourself wide so I can look into your pussy!" She sat opposite him and opened her thighs wide. He looked at her hymen. She didn't masturbate him properly, he corrected her until she did it right and let him cum. He asked her that she had a big hole in her hymen. She was visibly embarrassed. "Yes, when I masturbate I put the handle of the hairbrush in there and fuck myself with it while rubbing my clit, then the orgasm is much stronger!" He leaned forward. "Come on, let's fuck!" She nodded and lay on her back. "I know, it hurts a little the first time, I saw it with my sister." He asked her again if she really wanted to and she nodded, "Then I can fuck my brother if my sister doesn't make a fuss." Axel deflowered her with a quick jerk and fucked her right away, she had seen it a hundred times before. Kitty didn't have an orgasm and masturbated during his break. He fucked her shortly before she had an orgasm and she had a strong orgasm. After that they chatted a bit, then he took her out onto the street.

He had already had 17 or 19 girls on his lap when everything changed again.

A man was standing in wait for him in front of the school. He was the father of little Veronika, whom he had deflowered and fucked twice a week ago. He remembered immediately. Her father asked him to come with him to the police. Axel shook his head, No, no and no again! This went on for several minutes, the father repeatedly grabbed his sleeve and tried to drag him away, of course he refused. Suddenly his father had a knife in his hand. Axel reacted in an animalistic and instinctive way. He hit the father several times in the face and knocked him down with a powerful fist punch. The man fell to the ground and the knife slipped several meters. The man remained lying there. Axel grabbed him in a panic, the man groaned and moaned. Axel should have stopped and waited for further developments, but he ran away in a panic.

He stopped in one place, he had a stitch in his side and his lungs hurt. He sat down on a bench. Thoughts raced in his head, racing unchecked in contradictory directions. He was a child molester, the father had yelled at him. Was he a child molester, was he!? The father had yelled at him that if nobody stopped the child molester, he would carry on raping, abusing and dishonoring girl after girl!

But — that was exactly what he was doing at the moment! He was a child molester, the thought drove him mad. He had almost beaten this father to death, he was alive, but what about the next father? If he beat him to death, would he become a murderer!? Murderer, murderer! echoed in his confused mind. He looked at the tall office building opposite. He stood up, entered the building and took the elevator to the 18th floor.

He smashed the window with the fire extinguisher and jumped down.

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